8 years late

how can u come back like this?
thinking every thing's just fine
its been 8 year girl...
did u really thought I'd wait all that time?
don't look at me with those eyes
you thought you had me for granted
now I'm a different person
I've grown up since our last encounter
i don't care about what you want
i don't care about who you are
cant you see girl?
I've been over you since 2001
...

Three Libras...

A Perfect Circle - Three Libras

threw you the obvious
and you flew with it on your back
a name
in your recollection
down among a million same

difficult not to feel a little bit
disappointed and passed over
when I look right through
I see you naked but oblivious

and you don't see me

but I threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

here I am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded
but I see, see through it all
see through
see you

'cause I threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

oh well
oh well
apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me at all


luego pondre algo para acompaniarlo...

a game we all like to play

-Build your story from scratch, the only thing you cant do is chose your parents.
-Make your own decisions and choose your way in life.
-Special E-motion system lets you feel joy, pain, sorrow, excitement, etc.
-Almost infinite amount of ways to earn money, you can chose to be a farmer or the next big mafia-boss.
-Fully customizable and updates with new content every day.
-Beautifully rendered environments and real-time weather effects.
-Ambient true-life 3d surround sound effects, build your own soundtrack.





-Awesome gameplay, including:
-----super enhanced first person mode
-----full interactive environment
-----complex advancement system lets you learn new moves and tricks
-----build your body the way you want it by going to gym or doing diets
-----go to school and interacting with real people
-----studying will let you improve your grades
-----complex dating sim, no girl or boy is the same
-----marriage system can work in your favor or against you
-----law system determines if your actions are good or bad
-----new features implemented every day
-----no difficulty setting, u set your own depending on your actions
-----one time experience, so make it worth wile

"ITS SO HARD BEING ME!" a game we all like to play!
the greatest mind in the universe created life... or was it just coincidence? doesn't matter, the point is you are alive and have to deal with it. Grow up in a randomly created environment, survive your first year and your up for a good start. As (put name your parents gave you here) you'll have to fight germs in your body and build up your immunology system and grow up.
but thats not all the fun... actually thats only the start of it, going to school, meeting "friends" (who might end up back-stabbing you later), fighting bullies (or being the bully), studying to get good grades to get to a good university and meet that "special someone" are only some of the options.

in the end its all your choice, become a serial killer or the next Martha Stewart, commit suicide or bomb school and blow everyone with you... just remember, this is a one time experience so get the most of it!

I am very bothered

I am very bothered when I think
of the bad things I have done in my life.
Not least that time in the chemistry lab
when I held a pair of scissors by the blades
and played the handles
in the naked lilac flame of the Bunsen burner;
then called your name, and handed them over.

O the unrivalled stench of branded skin
as you slipped your thumb and middle finger in,
then couldn't shake off the two burning rings. Marked,
the doctor said, for eternity.

Don't believe me, please, if I say
that was just my butterfingered way, at thirteen,
of asking you if you would marry me.

-- Simon Armitage



found this in my hard drive...
i really like it... reminds me of the way we, at a young age, try to get peoples attention by doing the weirdest things... some of them not so good.

i really want to live that again, life was so simple and there was nothing to worry about... no hearts broken, no one died... the worst case scenario was a cold...

and best of all... we didnt care what people thought of us... we were just happy and did whatever we wanted to

NOW!!!

first of all dont mind the title... its has nothing to do with what i posted here...

this will be the official first post... kinda lame its just something i wrote who knows when (and im only using it as an excuse 4 what i really want to post) and some lyrics of an old as hell song...

here goes...

its not about loosing hope or not, its about trying as hard as u can! e vivido y experimentado todo lo k dices, e escrito sobre eso justo como lo haces ahora, e amado, e querido y e tratado a los demas como me gustaria ser correspondido, trust me, it never comes back like it should... la vida es muy extrania no crees? queremos a quienes no nos quieren, amamos a quien sabemos que nunca nos amara y tratamos mejor a los que ni les interesa... como t dije e vivido cada uno de esos momentos, y probablemente mas d una vez cada uno... y sabes que? estoy seguro que volvere a vivirlos. life ist perfect, but its great just as it is, gracias a esos momentos en los que nos sentimos mal, en los que paerce k el mundo se nos viene ensima, esos son los momentos en los que se pone a prueba quienes somos en verdad y si merecemos algun dia ser felices. porque caemos podemos levantarnos y aprender de nuestros errores. lose hope if u want to... but never give up on live or love. just like in the movies it comes when u least expect it...



and now... the song:

Third Eye Blind - Jumper

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could
Cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand

The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight, you're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong

Well, everyone I know has got a reason
To say
"Put the past away"

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could
Cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand

Well, he's on the table and he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows what they're
Doing here
And your friends have left you, you've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this, and I
I want you to know

Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could
Cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And
If you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand
I would understand

(I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Can you put the past away

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend (I would understand)
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend (I would understand)
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend (I would understand)

And I would understand (I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend)
I would understand (I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend)
I would understand

maybe "someone" will read this... and find some meaning in it...

me enseniaste..

wrote this a loooooong time ago... never thought id post it... pero asi es la vida... uno nunca sabe....




"what u taught me..."


tu quien nunca leeras esto... esto, es para ti...


siempre pense en velar por tu felicidad... de ti aprendi que si yo no velo por mi felicidad, nadie lo ara, y si lo hacen... mejor... ahora somos dos que velamos por mi...

siempre pense que el amor era incondicional... de ti aprendi a imponer las condiciones

siempre pense en dar antes que recivir... de ti aprendi que es mejor, mucho mejor recivir

siempre pense que la honestidad era lo mas importante... de ti aprendi que la ipocresia es un arte

siempre pense que las pequenias cosas eran las mas importantes... de ti aprendi que si no es a lo grande, para que molestarse?

siempre pense en el amor como un sentimiento... de ti aprendi que eso no es mas que un obstaculo para mis suenios

siempre pense en no lastimarte... de ti aprendi que si te sientes mal, pues te lo ganaste

siempre pense que estar con quien amas era mas que suficiente... de ti aprendi que sin 15 o 20 personas no hay hambiente

siempre pense que en verdad me amabas... de ti aprendi... olvidalo, de amor nunca me enseniaste nada...


por suerte tengo mala memoria... se que pronto olvidare todo lo aprendido...


ahora... algo si me enseniaste que nunca olvidare... nunca, nunca, NUNCA le estregues tu vida, tu corazon ni tu alma a nadie... aunque creo que e aprendido esto demasiado tarde...

fisrt blog

first blog, first day...
and what a day... estoy cansado... llegue a casa a las 6:30 am de una filmacion...
guess ill post something tonight