call me what u will, now i will say what i feel
first of all i hate this feeling, this pain in my chest and the hole its digging in me!
i don't know if im a masochist and like to drown in my own misery or im just plain stupid!
why did i open my mouth? just to make me feel worse?
now, lets go back a little bit... just a scene or two, not much has happened since then...
ok, this girl, i didn't know her so much, why did i trust her? i did things so unlike me, i wanted to change myself, to be someone different, fix what was not broken, no, not broken, utterly destroyed, pulverized! IT CANT BE FIXED!!! and thats what makes me who i am... we are all broken somehow, something we wish we could change but... anyways im going out of my way here... where was i? o yes... i trusted her and i don't even know why... maybe i just wanted 2 feel like someone liked me again... good plan that one, well at least now i know one more person i need to keep an eye on...
i tend to leave things unfinished, dont know if this will be an exception or not... but its late... night
ps: i know ill miss this "stupid ache" but right now its just killing me
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Read it.
Thought a little.
A song popped up.
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name in your
recollection down among a million same
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked
right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me
but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a
fallen angel eyes of a tragedy
here i am expecting just a little bit a little too much from the wounded but i see
see through it all
see through
and see you
cause i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
oh well
oh well
apparently im nothing
apparently nothing at all
you don't, you dont, you dont
see me
you dont you dont you dont see me
you dont
you dont see me
you dont see me at all
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